I feel so privileged that i am writing my own diary online and i can share my personals ..am so isolated i really dont know where me and my life is heading through, my decisions and my life pattern colours everything keeps changing - the current phase in which i am is what i am talking about . I dont even have some1 called friend to share my problems except vasanth, thank god atleast he is there with me throughout, at times i ve heard from many people various facts and they still tell me 2 avoid him but yet we had been together from childhood u know what when i was in 1993 january in which i went to ooty boarding school ...first time in my life my parents told he is our relative and you should be together .. i still remember the days we still spent together ..me vasanth and anand ..awesome my characteristics my behaviour arrogance anger and everything has a part of him in it .. i dunno may be we both together share the same wavelength...truly its ecstatic to reveal this.. i thnk god 4 this precious gift..
Actually i want to pen down my worst phase but i dont want to at this moment, am really hurt to core , i really feel these are reflections of positive and negative energies around me, still beleive in science i knew there are some calculations to be worked out to solve the current issue but thats not the solution for a permanent lifetime, but if i give myself patience and leav a gap, ill lose her ... is this what i strained so many years to get into trash ...kismat connection doesnt work out means what can i alone strive with ....god help me please i have no one to cry with i cant bug every1 please but u made this fate .. take me out of this phase soon or else do take me with u ...
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