Renovation of Heart in Progress..Intermediate inconvenience regretted.

What happened has happened and cannot be recovered or re-winded to change your past. Some species do not recollect their past. That poses a serious problem to the dependent ones. They do not realize that and never would they even do .They smile and move on. I do not believe in segregation of the human race by religion,caste or even gender wise. But the world really moves on with lots of complications through these segregated humans playing vital roles in fighting up to bring up their component ahead of the other. 5 yrs of my life in Chennai & the real time I spent for my College,Career can be barely even termed minimal when compared to the time I spent with some special persons.....why should i coin it this way ? The Time I spent with a Girl . The ones around me definitely know the name of the person as they equally know how much I value a relationship. Truly It had been a cluster of some indefinite amazing moments to cherish for life time & some silly instances which really spoiled the charm of the relationship. Who am i to blame ? Heredity or the mix of the specific genes or chromosomal effect in a guy/girl which brutally came to an end. Scientifically speaking the attributes of femininity & masculinity are the results essentially constructed or performed through the process of Social Construction. I really do not know the meaning of Sociology even when I wrote the exam for my semester. But the fact is It played a crucial role in changing my life to this extent which made me feel the urge to know what it is. Love according to my perception was an emotion to be shared & a commitment for a lifetime. Now i realized where exactly my mistake was. Intimacy,Passion and Commitment are not in equal proportions and is preferably varied with each individual. Love as a commitment ; a strong emotion is transforming and evolving with human existence. But why do people don't look at it that way . They tend to stick on with social constructions.Like a ball is a ball and not a round shaped material of what it is. Do we need to change or be that way like sick creatures.The way i portray may be individualistic,yet still a lot of us should definitely change the way we perceive certain basic things in life. Especially L O V E . The way it was, it is and will be in future might have some strong huge variations with one another on comparison. The varied influence Oxytocins, Neurotrophins & Pheromones has definitely made me take a second look at my conceptions of what so called L O V E. ..... After so many instances the outlook towards love never changes when u hear a romantic music which makes u feel the ecstasy is not dead and still alive in varied forms stimulating your senses deep within u....The Impact will still be alive in me ......Coz I know the value & worth of it's true nature....Change is inevitable. END OF STORY.

P.s - The person u fell in love with maybe gone forever but emotions shared cannot be killed and forgot. U can analyse & propose more theories effective than triangular theories or so.... Still when u find a right person your heart won't let it go away.